what doesnt kill you makes you stronger.
what does kill you makes everyone else stronger.

god, help me love you to the very end.

not mine first, but now also mine:

"Father, I am so sorry for doubting You when life is hard or questioning Your plan when it seems to make no sense.  I want to be a woman of faith, Lord.  I want to trust You no matter what happens.  Help me cultivate the kind of faith Job had and strengthen me for every trial ahead.  Guard my mouth, Lord.  Take my thoughts captive and make them Yours.  Today, I choose faith over fear and trust over doubt.  I choose You through it all."

something about the rain makes me feel alone. i guess wen mother nature intrudes u kinda drop everything and acknowledges her reluctantly, u realize ur orbit is so small. it makes me feel isolated.  sometimes i'm peeved i feel alone...is it a sign of weakness? but i'm also happy i am. i get to sneak in one of those rare relax and breathe alone time moments..this is y i want a balcony!! better yet, one of those built in bench/bed window sills!!! gosh. :adds to list of bedroom features:
nothing but the sound of water. the kid inside still wants to run outside and hurl my body onto a massive puddle lol. instead, i am sitting inside, dry, typing out my feelings....how i've matured!!

wat am i doing...this is perfect reading then nap weather. goodbye!